When the leaves change, so do we...


This time of year gets to my soul. I’m not sure if it’s the crisp air or the leaves dancing in the wind, but the fall ambiance really romanticizes my spirit as if it's promising cozy days, warm soups, and time cuddled up with a loved one, yes, this includes the furry kind. 

This year, I’ve been doing Vlogtober a little differently, and honestly, I’m not quite sure how I feel about it. The goal was to give myself space to breathe between uploads, allowing myself time to get things done around the house while still creating, sharing, and hopefully inspiring. It’s been nice in some ways, but it feels different too… quieter, slower, and maybe not as thrilling.

I suppose that’s part of growing older. Some things must slow down and change, while others remain the same. Maybe that’s what feels a little off, because I am trying to find balance between what was and what is. These things are hard to express on video. There, I feel like I need to entertain and keep the viewer engaged. But here, writing feels different. It’s peaceful, grounding—therapeutic.

If I’m honest, I struggle with balance. It’s always been all or nothing with me. I want to sit and knit and crochet all day so I can share all the amazing things with you… But I also want to finish this massive house declutter so I can finally breathe again. Unfortunately, YouTube’s algorithm doesn’t always make it easy for creators to slow down—it needs constant attention to stay relevant.

And that’s the struggle, isn’t it? Does it really matter if I slow down? If I step away for a while, the world keeps spinning. Time continues to pass. New channels come along. My little corner becomes a whisper left behind.

But maybe that’s okay.

For me, the point has never been numbers or algorithms, although they are super frustrating! It’s a community. It’s you. It’s me. It’s whoever happens to stumble upon one of my videos or posts and finds a bit of comfort there.

I’ve never been the loud, flashy friend, nor do I desire to be... I’m the old favorite sweatshirt kind of friend. The one you cherish one season, tuck away for a while, and then rediscover on a day when you need warmth and comfort most.

And I’ll always be here, in some form or another, ready to chat about yarn with whoever wants to listen and share back.

Vlogtober 2025 on YouTube

This year’s Vlogtober series has been a little slower, a little softer—but full of heart. If you’ve missed any of the videos, you can catch up on each week below. Each episode shares cozy fall moments, creative projects, and real-life reflections on finding balance and joy in everyday life.

If you enjoy cozy fall content, creative chats, or just a peaceful space to unwind, I’d love for you to join me on Yarning4aSmile on YouTube for the full library of videos I have created so far. 

Whether it’s through my knitting and crochet projects, my vlog camera, or these quiet words here, I’m reminded that creativity doesn’t have to be constant to be meaningful. Seasons shift constantly, in both nature and in life, and maybe slowing down is part of the beauty.

So here’s to cozy autumn days, honest conversations, and the comfort of community... wherever and whenever we may find it.

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