Bittersweet Moments of Spring: Saying Goodbye and Finding Gratitude

Bittersweet means pleasure mixed with pain — the kind of feeling that shows up in big ways and small ones alike. That definition felt especially true recently as we said goodbye to our sweet dog, Molly. She had been such a joyful part of our family, always lounging on the porch, greeting the boys outside, and bringing comfort with her gentle presence. Yesterday, after a battle with cancer and a tumor, she had to be put down, and our hearts are heavy with her absence. I am grateful, though, that she is now free of pain and resting in doggie heaven.

Spring is in full swing, and nature is both alive and overwhelming. The pollen has blanketed everything in yellow powder, turning outdoor surfaces bright even after we blew it off the porch yesterday. We found it covered again this morning. Rain and storms are predicted to bring strong winds that could cause damage, but hopefully, some relief from the thick pollen will come soon. I love the singing birds and the energetic little squirrels running around, but the pollen makes me miserable whenever I step outside.

Amidst these bittersweet days, I’ve found comfort in crochet. I’ve been working on a fun and relaxing project—a scarf that’s eight inches wide and eight feet long, made with about six colors and around 115 flowers. They’re working up quickly and easily, and I’m really enjoying them. I’ll add pictures once it’s completed.

Some seasons in life mix joy with sorrow, sunshine with storm clouds, comfort with aching hearts. Even in those moments, we can find small threads of peace, whether it’s a hook in your hand or the memory of a beloved companion. That mix of feeling—tender and heavy—is what makes life feel deep and meaningful.

This is my latest project. Here is the link if you want to try. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zYKl-eFiJ-w